Time to move on?

A parent disappoints a child in the house this moment and asks the child to entertain the family guests the next. If you are the child, will you be able to entertain the guests well? I have no answer to the question until tomorrow when I will have lunch with a group of agent bosses. I believe the professional part will get the better of me. Deep inside, I yearn to get out of this once and for all. The support, the encouragement, the trust. They have all gone missing these days. Or are they always absent, just that I have never noticed? I am really tired of this. Is it time to move on?